It's hard to believe that a week ago, my friends and I were getting retarded without a care in the world. I am becoming more aware on how I need to sort my life out, or it will kill me in the end.
My classes aren't opened, and I have decided to sort my whole life out. I am commited to all the changes over the summer. I have one more year to give the boy I love a reason to stay in Palm Bay. I have already made my decision. I can't afford to lose this one.
I'm just so scared that if I screw this up I will never be happy again. I've had crushes, but nothing compares to this. It actually hurts. I am going insane. I don't know where to begin with my correction, but it's going to be a long process.